My dearest Lorna it has been a few weeks since i was here, simply because i have been very ill again, i really thought i was coming to meet you and hug you on heavens celestial shore. i think the end is getting nearer and i cannot wait to hold you in my arms and tell you face to face that i love you still, and i alway,s will. i will love you to the end and beyond alway;s love john